I pray for people. Every interaction I have… People want to minimize all they can, they want to contain what can not, they want to explain and theorize and fight over which theory makes the most sense and why, rarely do I experience being with a group of people, and we can comfortably sit in each other’s silence. Always, beliefs will get in the way. It is what separates us, because we feel we are being judged and not accepted.
I believe in God, I believe God is the one who looks out for us all, and it is unfathomable to describe God, because why would we even be able to hold such magnificence in our minds and be the way we are. People dont realize all they do, to disfigure Gods image and being and essence, they don’t realize the way they live and the way life should be lived.
There are so many reasons to why such commandments are important, but yet people see rules and feel restricted and repressed.
Do you feel good in every action that you perform, every word that you convey, every persona you take on, every ounce of knowledge you share? Do you feel good about yourself? Do you love yourself? Do you even know what it is to love unconditionally and without judgement? Do you ever pray even though you doubt?
Why would praying be so natural, why would we even bother to look up to the sky and think that there would be a presence looking after us and wanting the best for us? We praise negative behavior and think we are being open minded?
And yet we refuse to see it the other way..
When you sleep around, do you honestly feel good about yourself? Do you have to numb yourself to do what you do? Then what makes you think, you know whats right when you don’t even listen to what inherently feels good to you?
How would you know, when all you do is hurt yourself?
I’m so tired of seeing and hearing of people and all the chaos they so willing bring into their lives, because they don’t know how to love themselves. And honestly, they all have the same thing in common, they don’t accept God, they refuse him, or just are so blinded by their negativity, and don’t realize what its all about.
How can you be brought into such a world, and be able to see with your damn eyes and feel with your fucking heart? You have a mind, a body and a spirit. We can not minimize ourselves or others.
Love is what its all about.
People want to damage love by being perverse and sadistic and vindictive and violent and dont realize what they do to themselves or others.
It makes me sad, that they can’t understand the importance of their life and the lives of others.
People just want to live blind because what they cant understand, they dont want to accept or be open minded.
i need more work, more hours. Ugh. Some place hire me already, I feel like the lack of money in my life is just drowning me and making me poor even just working part time. Part time isn’t shit. I need full time hours and more in order to fix being broke and how its literally taking my life away. I hate it, i hate money!
I wish I just had a home and a farm where I could have enough for myself and make food baskets to those who need it, all i want yo…