we walked together for a while now,
cant seem to get off the same path now.
Cant wait to see new stars now.
Been waiting for a lot now.
We walked together for a long time now…
it was only easy in the beginning.
When we were just having fun,
But for us to stay together,
all we ever need,
is to work together.
Even if we can’t always manage that,
We eventually come around to it.
Thats why I love you.
i thought it would have been a bit more positive coming to Oregon. I now realize, I can’t leave my home land, until I have what i need. I’m not going to like coming back, I’m just going to have to make it work until I can properly and peacefully come back this pretty place.
In a way, I am aggravated with my friend, but I have to hear out what she feels even if I don’t agree with it. Being a good friend, I should respect how she feels, I can’t disregard how someone feels, even if they do so with me..
I really liked this experience, and am more familar with the area, that I know what I’ll be coming back too in the future.
I am really tired..of other people…and the fact that my negative mind can’t rest. I wish it would have worked out, but maybe it is for the better right now, and I should attempt this dream, surrounding myself with more positive people.
I have to think some more…
I was in the wrong,
i knew what i was up to,
up to no good.
Didn’t want to hurt any one, just wanted
To hurt myself,
I can’t have what I want,
Because I want it the most, when
I can’t have it anyways.
I lust, lust is I,
desire for danger,
desire for the meaningless in the most
I want you, only you.
after I’m over you, I won’t be over you,
wish I could have you,
over and over and over again,
I won’t have that love, I won’t feel that love,
until its gone, I hate it.
I love you, just you,
but it hurts to even let go, to even say that I do.
I thought I had forgotten, It’s always that
I want what I can’t have.
Feel what i feel, when we are animals, when
we are irrational, when we run raw.
I cried into you, I left you after I knew I had you.
Because I knew I could always get you again.
I know Im F**ked, my mind is lethal,
I can’t care when I pretend to think You don’t care…
I still love you, I’m still not over you, i don’t think I can be, but I know
Ill always want more.
Im dying trying to rip myself
from these evil ways.
I knew i was in the wrong,
I knew i was in the wrong.
I don’t know if i can stop….